busy morning, relaxing evening

i always have these problems.. when i need lot of things to do.. and everything need to be completed on that day.. cuz i have this habit which is doing things at the last minute or i could say last second hahahaha

okay.. like this assignment actually i have to post seven post in this blog and then i need to screenshot it and hand it to my ... see .. i was too rushing till  i cant remember what should i call him.. teacher? lecturer? facilitator? of course not facilitator... ohh goshh.. i hate this.. i mean this last minute works not the assignment.. sorry sir >.<..

i dont know.. i just cant help myself.. whenever i started doing my assignment it will end up a last minute work.. still.. i dont know.. urghh.. hahahahah..

well.. i'll try my best to overcome this bad habit.. actually i've trying many  times.. but its okay.. practice make perfect.. okay got to go.. hahhaha need to complete the other assignment..

btw.. tq sir for teaching us..  

luve urself

i dont really understand people who dont feel grateful with what they had.. i often heard.. 'Oh i wish i could be like her','oh she so perfect'

oh gosh.. i hate to hear all that things.. cant human just be grateful for what they had. for me, if u want to be a pretty..u have to do it urself.. for example.. for me.. if u want a pretty, beautiful, stunning and enchanting face, all u have to do is smile..  like this





no matter how ugly u r.. u would look really and supercute what when ur smiling fro the bottom of ur heart.. so stop whining about ur face.. cuz God created u with that face.. pretty or not? is u who decide it how it looks.. cuz for me everyone is beautiful >3..

so.. love urself.. cuz i love myself ;)

Three in One And Half Year

It started when i was in form 2.. i still remember, me having a program at school. well something like a camp as a preparation for our PMR next year. Then a teacher came and whisper to me.

"Ainul, one of your relatives in Pahang had passed away. Your father just called the school to inform this to u. U better go to ur dorm and pack ur stuff, ur father will pick u up father this."

and i was like..... What? Who?.. i dont feel like i want to cry.. cuz i dont really know who..

i packed my bag and wait till my father came.. when he came i ask him who.. it was my cousin who only a nine years boy.. it was really shocked.. when we arrived there.. i saw my aunt in a very bad condition.. she was totally completely in sorrow.. well, the funeral was gone really well and of course it was a big lost for us.

- six month later-

i was at home.. watching tv.. and i heard my mom said... "he is in critical stage" I knew he might follow his brother.. it was my cousin, the younger brother.. i cant stop praying for him.. he only 5 years old.. and her mother just lost his brother and now he about to.. my family decided to go back home that night immediately.. and need to stay with my sister at home as i need to go to the school for submitting my assignment. then about 2 o'clock we got this news.. he passed away.. another dark moments.. everyone was crying, red eye, sorrow, no laughing and funeral..

- six month later-

i was having an event at school.. and it was really fun.. when it was ended.. i felt uneasy.. not in a good mood.. well i need to attend a rehearsal for a competition and i felt like i dont want to.. i argued with the team.. i said i dont want to join the competition and eveyone was forced me for not leaving.. i sat on the staircase crying hardly.. i dont know why.. that was really not me.. crying for a small matter.. crying hardly until i had a pair of panda's eye..
1 o'clock in the morning, the warden called me.. he said my father was here.. and my father said.. grandpa had passed away.. i cant stop crying.. another dark memories.. another funeral.. sad people, crying sound.. all that things happened again..

i learned that everyone can die anytime, anywhere include me.. all we need to do is just prepare for that day.. and never stop loving the person u loved.. cuz u would never find any replacement for them..

Snow White and the apple

When i was killing my time by reading every my friends or family members' status in weechat.. my sister post a new status..

After reading it.. i cant stop laughing..its about her student in the kindergarten, Qaseh.. well it might not look funny.. cuz u dont really know that person..

well she posted this..

"teacher, can i eat that apple?"

she said.. " no u cant.. cuz only snow shite can eat it"

"who is the snow white?"

and my sister said " well, thats me :)"

" but teacher, snow white dont have pimples :D"

and she was like " Qasehhh... --!"

Mom, hamster and rats

when i started studying in this university, i met lots of people who have their own pets.. so.. i decided to have one since i never had one.. hahaha.. and i told my mom..

"Mom, can i have a pet?"

.. silent ...

"hmmm.. a hamster.. can i"

and my mom said " Yes you can.. BUT never bring it back home. Just keep it in your room at the university"

" but why.... well i need to bring it back during holidays.. i cant leave it alone in my college.."

"because i hate rats and hamster looks like a rat.."

and i was like... MOOOMMMMM..... T.T

Soooo why i luv chocolatesss

Chocolate.. i really love chocolate.. but people around do not realised that.. cuz.. im not a person who make the chocolate as their buddies.. well some chocolate maniac would bring at least a bar of chocolate with him/ her.. but not me.. cuz i cant.. i have to limit myself from eating lots of chocolate or else im in trouble.. why? Hahah cant tell u..

Kay forget about that.. the main idea is.... what does the chocolate meaning in ur life?

 For me chocolate is like our life.. cuz it has a very unique flavour.. the sweetness of the chocolate help me to taste the sweetness of life.. cehh hahaha but the bitterness of the chocolate always reminds me that life is not always happy.. but the most important thing is.. do we really taste the bitterness of the chocolate when we eat it? Of course not! Ahaha bcuz we r all to bz enjoying the sweetness of the chocolate.. same goes to ur life.. there might lots of obstacles that we had or may have to face it.. the main things are.. never give up, always smile, create ur sweet memories so then u'll be able to swallow the bitterness of ur life n keep it in
 the bottom of ur stomach hahah

#keepsmileneatchocolates 

First post huh..

first post....

well nothing to say.. 

lol.. im not really good in this..

seriously not!! 

i'll try kay 

bye >3